Losing You

The days are becoming shorter 
The nights are becoming longer 

I'd give you my strength 

If it would make you stronger 

You're fading away

I'm running out of 

Things to say

The skies, forever gray

You truly don't deserve

To live this way

I'd give you my strength 

If it took all your pain away 

I'd give you my strength

If it kept you around

For another day

The inevitable is here and, unfortunately, 

It's here to stay

I've been hoping for 

The best 

And preparing for the worst

But I'm never going to be 

actually ready for the day

When you're gone

And my heart starts to burst

Time isn't fair

Life isn't fair

I just want you to know

That I do, genuinely care

And someday
I'll be forced to live

Without you

The tears that fall at night 

Causes my pillows

To get sopping wet

I know you tried

That's the one thing

I'll never be able to forget 

You're slipping away

And I can't save you

This time, or ever again 

And that's going to be 

My ultimate mandatory 

Regret 

I love you Mom 

And this battle isn't over yet

I'll be by your side

I'll be your truth 

Whenever you're feeling 

Lost and denied

This battle I can't fight for you 

But I'll be here

Rooting for you

I'm running out of words

To express how I feel

Because I'm finding this

Heartache too much

Too overwhelming, 

Too.. unreal..

You're the glue 

To this little family 

The delicate seal

I guess when the

Grim reaper comes to

Collect your soul 

Is when I'll look up 

To the sky

And ask Jesus to take the wheel

Because right now 

I just want to pretend

That losing you

Is never going 

To become real

S.A.D.
10/29/2025