Depressing

Thunderstorms, lightening, black clouds and rainy skies; as a child that’s how the sky cried.

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Once again tis time to pony up and trot out (neigh - without horsing around) an unforgettable day...

I want to love I want to be in love. I look for that love I never got from my father. I’m a man with mommy...

In the depths of sorrow's endless sea,
Hope sinks beneath, no solace to decree.

Tears fall...

Dark gray clouds of death and mournful blues

A cemetery filled with tombstones and bones...

I missed out on the sneakers...

I was told the Gold Hat sparkles in the sun...

Mr. Biden...

There was crying and I heard someone lying and then I saw someone prying and I lost my trying......
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when you are fed pain and love one and the same
what do you think it does to your brain?
when...

when you are fed pain and love one and the same
what do you think it does to your brain?
when...

when you are fed pain and love one and the same
what do you think it does to your brain?
when...

Waking, sleeping, talking, eating,
it’s overwhelming
Too much work to keep a heart beating...

Take it away, This emptiness inside I honestly would rather die.

Take it away, There isn't anything...

Oh look at the days torn out before your eyes
It’s almost time, isn’t it?
For your big...

Light me on fire
And watch me burn
Watch me go up in gray smoke
My smoking hot body...

(Verse 1)

Hi, my name is self-harm, it is nice to meet you,
I’ll soon become your worst best...

Yesterday I felt kinda numb.
I wanted to pick up a knife.
Which I know is very dumb.
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(similar physiological phenomena
affected yours truly
exactly one year ago),
yet...