I created

I want to love I want to be in love. I look for that love I never got from my father. I’m a man with mommy issues. I don’t understand my brilliant thoughts that makes you fall in love with me. Is the same mind and thoughts that make you run away from me. I’m a lover by nature but had to become a fighter for survival. Is to be loved in my cards is happiness in my future. I’ve been labeled a monster been told I wish you were never born. I accept my wrong doing take responsibility for my actions. I understand that any bad that comes my way I brought upon myself. I believe in hell because I’m in it everyday. Punished and reminded of all the wrong I’ve done.