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I just can't right now
I need this out somehow
it hurts more than I want to explore 
And i can't close the door 
impossible to ignore
Breaking at the core
Seasons change
Everythings strange
Months of slumber
Going under
Going numb
What have I become
I can't breath and I can't sleep
ALL I DO ALL DAY IS WEEP
Why wasn't your love one to keep
Why did you have to bite so deep
Why can't I just be here and now
I survived it all miracly somehow
But I'm living then over and over again
I can't get past the shock and the pain
I can't stop calling out your name
Seeing your eyes not look the same