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I have no money follows with bad luck when the world comes crashing down on me I raise my finger and scream "I don't give a fuck". Stuck in a rut how long can this go on, I'm feeling weary now I'm dealing with a lot. I'm trying not to cut I wear my dsyfuntion on my sleeve I need some encouragement a reason to believe. Take a stab in the dark X marks the spot, try and stay centered and don't fall apart. I'm self medicating, dangerously close to the edge I'm skating, this is the part of my life I'm hating. I've been waiting patiently for years for this to become clear, emotionally challenged I still rise every morning and face my fears. Go on and stare I would to, 69 tattoos with curely hair. Judge me if u must go ahead kick up some dust you won't faze me cuz to walk in my shoes takes guts....