A Destroyed Boy Makes No Man

Kissing darkness as I strive to find light
I've been stricken with the morbid curse,
"Love will never find you
You'll bleed and breath but you'll never feel alive".
Trying not to give up on a world that hates me
Moments that fill voids to make me try
But I miss you and that's a sad thing to feel
You were the closet thing to heaven that I've ever been
Now I'm just a thought away from pulling the steering wheel

I'm as broken as the glass that I break
Becoming one with my profession
Sooner or later it'll be over
And I'll be the dark that is the grey to the night
No more thoughts of me
Becoming true peace as my spirit free flows everlastingly
I'm as beautiful as I am deep
But this world is killing me