A Psalm to freedom

What to write? 
What to to say?
It's just another hollow day
What I thought was hope,
God has once again taken away
Why am I so cursed?
The devil plays tricks but this is God at play
The thrill of watching me crawl as he falsifies my ambitions
This is a love hate relationship
Keeping me alive just to suffer
Why must I be tormented?
The more I value, the more I'm destroyed
I can't undue what I've done
But please, just let me feel loved again