A Square, Who is No Longer There

Living in between.. a place here and a place I`ve never seen..
But I have been there... Like a mirror image,
Always the same..With all the thoughts pouring in..
Like a twisted Game,
making me cringe, making me binge..
but I still hate the person within, she`s ther..
but she doesnt see the priorities, 
or the family she always loved...
but scared to death she utters the words...I Love You
and disappears..
yes she grew older..but now shes colder..
to the family shes always known...
no ones ever said to he she`s beautiful..
but then she sees a future,
but that life does`nt suit her..
she`s afraid of the words and decisions laid out for her...
she never knew she was a liar..
lighting her own fire...All that she promised, 
the things she said she`d do..
she let fall..
like a comet falling from the sky,
she had the thought there... but before she knew it,
it became rare.. that she`d be..
the person they thought they`d see,
she`s no longer there..
she`s officially a square..