A wasted life

My life is in my hands its a game but I don't have a controller it's a set of dice 

 and I'm bound to these dice  like style is to Miami vice when I rap it's a mix of watsky and Obie trice i grew up listening to shady and how he beat his lady 

But my lady is my baby I'm a rapper but I don't wanna slap hoes but the way this dice lands might make my anger grow 

I'm afraid she will turn into a hoe then she's hitting on my bro I get mad then I slap but screw this crap

I'm writing the lines trying to stop my strife maybe I will turn her into my wife 

Things are good right now but that's cause I'm on a roll but if there was a poll 
 
 I would get thrown off a bridge and on the way they would make pay the toll
 
just wait till I get a bad roll I'm gonna rage and break out of my cage 

 The Army will hire me hand me a shovel and tell me take down isis and the will give me a million for my trouble

 But  wait no give me double and I will kill them with nothing but credit card and a dead dogs bloody muzzle 

Wait how could I do that I'm just Daniel Hickman my best friend turned gay decided to stick men 

 He tried to screw me but I'm not a stick man so I lost my only friend because he turned into a sick man 

 Threw my dice again had a good roll walked through the park found a chest it had a million dollars
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 gained a lot of friends opened up a hair parlor and bought a brand new car and got my dog a diamond collar

Didn't wanna roll but I had to, it was bad my life turned sad my dog died I sold his collar got jumped on the street lost that thousand dollars 

My hair parlor burned down to the ground insurance didn't cover arsonists then they sent me a letter and it said if I told anyone the will show me where the ocean is 

The million I found turned out was my friends boyfriends money after I found it I felt something funny turned out to be HIV too good to be true is now what I see 

​​​​​​Only had my car left was driving down a hill no brakes I fear I hit a tree I almost died my end is near I fear 

Now I'm dying in the hospital my lung collapsed I cant speak so I wrote what my life traversed 

I'm spilling my last energy in every verse my dice was a curse and finally I'm going to end up in a hurse 

I didn't hear the warning I had heard since my first morning life's too short and I spent mine angry 

I didn't give my time to people I love I spent all my time on every rhyme 

Please don't make my mistakes Live safely not with dice and get to know Christ
 
​​​​​​I'm leaving with nothing but a sad good bye and a room full of people who loved me but I never knew because I wasted my life 

I began life with a rude hi 

Now I'm leaving with a crude good bye

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