You Left Me Boo

This is a chess game
Of me trying to compress shame
I'm angry, 
you played me,
you shamed me,
And now I aint' me,
was I not enough? 
Baby  don't Bluff
I hide in my bubble 
leave in these rhymes my trouble
With every word I'm humbled 
I grab at the stars I stumble 
but this is my last tumble 
I'm not so gullible
I was just a tool for you
With my shame you felt blue
you left me boo...
I will join you soon
I can slit my wrists too.