A Wish

sitting here thinking
thinking bout things you never say

sometimes you just wish
wish i might, Wish I may

feels like things are falling
but never in place 

it's never the case
why does it feel like its ripping

chest just a pounding 
why can't it be found 

your mouth won't make the sounds
your hearts just a aching

many are faking 
feelings can't shake

your body can't take
take all of these emotions

 mind saying no
 hearts telling you to go

your mouth won't say
hoping even though 

they hopefully know
maybe it's all a show

maybe they can get a laugh
can't even do the math

is this my path
path into despair 

can't breath with thin air
wish they would care

in this world nothings fair 
need it all to just block

it was one hell of a shock
didn't think it'll happen

they'll probably be laughin
you just need a good slappin

need them in your life
even though your heart gets a knife

first glimpse of them was enough
just for you to think maybe it's love

but both of you have a wall
like unbreakable glove

so very tall
it'll never happen 

all your feelings are just a crush
maybe a little of a fantasy

cause it'll never be with, she
so you just take the pain

so you can be just friends
maybe it's better that way

need them in your life
you wish you can say

but it'll only be a wish
a wish that'll never be true

why does it have be like this 
it just makes you feel like shit

these walls need a good kick
you'll never be fixed

everything is all mixed
but thats all it is

it'll never be what it needs
that is to be a wish

a wish that came true 
it'll may never be

Just a wish.