Only yourself

Feeling like you can't escape 

Escaping that day or night 

 

You try to heal

But the scab keeps getting picked

 

Then being pulled open 

At the slightest sign of healing 

 

Blood dripping down

Down unto the pure white floor

 

You try to wipe it

But now the floor is now stained 

 

From blood being forced out

Out by someone else picking the scab

 

You try to wrap it but there's no gauze

Only a wrinkled dirty paper

 

Try to keep it safe to finally heal

But the blood just seeps though

 

You try to run 

to get away to get something new

 

New to help clean it

But you can't seem to move

 

You look down and your feet been nailed

You fall down to your knees

 

It now seems your stuck 

Stuck to relive the nightmare again

 

Your heart is racing to the thought of it happening again 

So your holding your breath 

 

You close your eyes 

Hoping that it was just a dream

 

You feel a stabbing pain from your chest

You look down and see a knife 

 

A knife that came from the back 

You don't see anyone around 

 

You see your own hand on the handle 

You try to take it out but it won't budge

 

You want to stop all this bleeding 

But no one is helping 

 

Thier just standing there staring

But staring into the abyss

 

You try to yell 

Another hand covers your mouth

 

You just don't understand 

You want help but yourself won't let you 

 

You want to speak out 

But afraid people will get hurt

 

Don't want to feel unworthy

Unworthy of boundaries 

 

Of understanding of what happend

You stand up with all your might 

 

You rip your feet out of the planks

Mind racing so fast it goes blank

 

Blood pouring out 

As your tryin to leave

 

But leaving to go heal

Is leaving a red stain mark

 

A mark that'll be there forevermore

You finally get to the door

 

You reach the handle 

You feel someone grabbing you

 

You look and see a black figure 

That's dripping blood with a grin

 

You hear words saying never run

Or you'll be burned

 

You stop turning the handle

Then you turn around 

 

You feel a pierce pain 

From all this anxiety

 

You whisper no more

Not letting others make you feel low

 

Low for putting you self first

Doing what you need to do for yourself 

 

You feel your throat tighten

Heart bursting out 

 

You see the bleeding is slowing

You hear a voice yelling 

 

Yelling no more

You realize it was you

 

The black shadow is now disappearing 

You can't help to think

 

Think that all you needed

Needed to try to heal 

 

Is time and yourself!

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