A Wish To Be Normal

The feeling of being alone is constant and unbearable,
I could have my whole family and friends in the same room and still i feel alone and empty inside.
The feeling of not being worthy enough for anyone,
The feeling of not being good enough and always doing something wrong.
I forever wish that this feeling would magically disappear,
You would think it would be that easy, It magically appeared so why can't it just magically disappear,
Yea no not going to happen.
Oh how i wish to it would go away,
I wish i had a genie bottle and i could make a wish not three wishes just one wish, and my wish would be,
To not feel alone anymore, to not feel worthless all the time, not to feel like i am always doing wrong.
My wish is i want to feel 
Normal.