The struggle to be a survivor

Bipolar, Depression, Anxiety, the three mental illnesses that one person has.
Twenty three year have gone by and I can't enjoy life.
Bipolar, Depression, Anxiety, is crippling my mind.
The struggle is so real,
like a bad nightmare that won't end.
My life sometimes feels like it's in fast foward,
like the button os stuck on a remote control.
Then when your mind desides to calm down and stop,
it feels like you crashed into a wall.
Like your coming down from a deep drug that has taken control of who you really are.
You get put on medicines after medicines,
your mind gets immune to them, so you get put on more medicines.
All your life your taking pills to get better and hope that some day it will all disaper.
 I may be a survivor and I may be a strong survivor, but even this gets the best of me and I feel like a failure.
​​​​​I may fall but I get back up and dust myself off and fight some more.
Bipolar, Depression, Anxiety the struggle of life.
Which there is no end.