A Wish Too Far!

On wisps of tomorrow your essence awaits
with candy floss promise
and a primal yearning
The sand of my hourglass
falling fast 
depleting yet precious 
times of our knowing 
less of bonding in growing 
Flakes of my heart disperse 
like confetti blowing in the wind of chance
or imagined fate
Impatience a constant penance
for selfish wicked wants
And  still I look for you
like a yet to be unseen Star
With silent festering fear
that you'll become forever
A Wish too far!