A world so sublime

I had a desire to desire you, wether harmful or painful, wether happy or blue.
My thoughts run of you sat alone on your bed, a tear in your eye, sexual appetite dead.
Memories running of us in our prime, magical moments of a world so sublime.
Memories remain of that world long ago where we loved with such courage and our heart beats aglow.
Memories bad where my ego was here..."Look at me, just me...I'm stood standing here!".
But all that remains of that man long ago is the love that he had just for you...just to show.
My ego is old, my higher self new, my love isn't borrowed and I'm no longer blue.
See I have a love, she's mine all the time, I just cannot see her, but she's closely behind.
See she has my heart, my soul and my mind, she knows it, she has it...she's closely behind.
Just in the shadows, peeking from near, sat on her bed, eyes so blue with one tear.
My love's always hers and hers always mine, magical moments of a world so sublime.