Abusive thoughts

Whose bully is that? I think I know.
Its owner is quite sad though.
It really is a tale of who.
I watch her frown. I cry hello.
She gives her bully a shake,

And sobs until the tears make.
The only other sound's the break,
Of distant waves and birds awake.
The bully is abuse, control and deep,
But she has promises to keep,

Until then she shall not sleep.
She lies in bed with ducts that weep.
She rises from her bitter bed,
With thoughts of sadness in her head,
She idolises being dead.
Facing the day with never ending dread.

She rises from her cursed bed,
With thoughts of violence in her head,
A flash of rage and she sees red.
Without a pause I turned and fled.