Acceptance

Many days and months now years have gone by since I lost her to
god
Alone again now after twenty years shared with my beautiful 
wife
Its not that you take them for granted for that's not the right word to
use
But you are aware they're always there so you don't think beyond anything other
than your present moment In time don't think to tomorrow and never to the possibility you may lose
them 
For that how It was for me the moment I lost her was so sureal took a long while for me to accept that she has finally gone