Access Denied

Please you and be that light in your life
A role I honestly should've never picked up
It was never my job to heal you
And after years of your projecting I'm realizing I'm not that tough
Understandable we both grew up a little rough
In the father department we were both out of luck
But that doesn't mean we can use our trauma to justify our actions
Jealousy and petty arguments causing me too loose attraction
You can't possibly keep hurting people's feelings and not expecting a reaction
So yes your access to me is denied
Patience and love for you I supplied
I am taking my energy back
Doing whatever makes me happy
My trauma and hurt is for me to unpack
All the love I need I will provide
But your access to me will remain denied