addict

I cant avoid it
Im truly addicted
I snort make me feel happy
i smoke to make me stop thinking about what happened and the pain and bruises I put up with every day
I drink to top it all off its the iceing on the cake
Ooo how i love it so much
people are disapointing cruel and never stay for long,
Captured by drugs I stoped caring about everything
I was in my own little world of happiness
consumed by pills pot and alcahol
I tweek out if I am sober for too long
its my daily rewtine i looked forward too
i dont wanna stop and frankly I dont think I can handle living without it
My reason for living is making money getting high and partying
in the end its going to be the cause of my death,
Whats scares me the most is Im ok with that........
sad but true
i am addicted!!!!!
Written in 2010