Addicted

You seduced
me as 
a
teen
and very
quickly
controlled
every
moment 
of my
day....

At 42
you 
invaded
my heart
and inflicted
a tumor
upon my
kidney
I almost died
but
I still
beckoned
to your
every call...

My sickness
caused me
to temporarily
be addicted
to strong
narcotics
 I dismissed
these masters however
in one day
as I would 
not let
them control
me
In pride
I overcame
these adversaries
and counseled others
to overcome
Yet
with you
I am a slave

I long to be free
before it is too
Late.........................