Addiction.

You keep calling me back,
even though I let you go.
I'm trying to stay on the right track,
Still constantly I'd say no,
but then I got a little taste,
of how it used to be.
now the time I do waste,
because you got a hold of me.
I let down my high wall,
and let you in again.
Now I'm set up for a fall
I'm completely understand your spell.
I fought you off for so long,
and busy I keep keep
now I know how very wrong
it's was because I can't sleep.