Almost there

I loved him 
I truly did 
However ver looking back 
Even I can see that it was not love 
It was pure infatuation 
I wanted him so so bad that I could not see what was going on 
I could not see that I was losing my way 
That I was forgetting all that I believed in trying to please him when u should be living life 
When I should have been happy and loving myself instead of looking for it in the wrong places
He broke me down so bad that I didn't recognize myself 
He hurt me so much that my heart aches when I hear his name 
I left him alone 
im trying to do better 
And God I believe I'm almost there