Alone

I have this empty feeling that never goes, 
I'm never good enough,
It's like I'm invisible no one cares!
I smile and act like I'm fine when really I'm crying inside.
My heart is still broken it's never been repaired,
so many things have gone in my life and I'm not even half way there! 
Ive lost things that I cared about way too much,
to go through it alone, just proved to much! 
I knew if I told anyone people would judge,
especially him I'd see a side that would be too much,
There's a whole In my heart that will never be filled, know one cares and that'll never change,
I will always do things for others but they would never do the same,
I'm there to hold so many hands,
but mine has never been touched! 
I'm alone!
I feel like just giving up.