Alone

Alone she sits
crying in the dark of night
till she feels so sick
empty...nothing left no fight

In the closeness of the dark
she bears her whole heart
waiting for a sign
silence....nothing...no sign

A smile upon her face
She portrays no fear just grace
A soul full of a life
but living full of strife

Outside she is normal
but inside just turmoil
Happiness there to let free
Just waiting for the right one to see

Im ok she will reply
But inside she wants to die
Full of anger and hurt
Just wanting to die in the dirt

Make up and hair is her mask
No judgement then cast
Under all the paint
Is a woman good,but no saint

Mistakes she has made
And her dues she has paid
So why in this life
Has she so much strife

Sorry she says all the time
no acceptance...so not fine
In silence she thinking she sits
Always crying,alone and in bits

Still living in hope
Putting away the rope
She hopes and prays
Than one day someone stays....