Feelings
Happiness once there to see
Now sadness replaces me
Laughter and joy
a distant memory...no more there to enjoy
Replaced with bitterness and hate
That seems to be my fate
I cried rivers for you
And never have I felt so blue
I begged and pleaded...what did I do?
A wife the best I could be...mother to you children too
I was left behind...Like a distant memory
I was just there .... temporary...
All my life I waited for you
I thought my love so true
It all started to go wrong
I cried and begged...can we be strong
Another caught your eye
And to me you waved goodbye
My life I spent to please you
Just for you to leave me and your children too
What did I ever do?
Why leave the children too?
Were we not good enough...
To fight for too...
Did I love you too much?
Or maybe I wasnt good enough
Did I love you to much
And you hated my touch?
Did our children made out of love
Become to much for you too bare
To the point where you didnt care
What did I do..that wasnt enough
I gave my time,trust and love
I carried four children...made out of love
And I am the one leff and rebuffed
Our children cry for you
I lie and protect you
Even now...with all I am going through
I still stick up for you
I loved you since we met
But you had your heart set
Being single and living a life
without me...your wife
Hurt and sad are my days
wondering why you didnt stay
Why you didnt want to try
But left the kids and I to cry
We were not worth your time
We were not worth your fight
Even with despair in our plight
We were left behind...happiness for you to find
Our children heartbroken
Me feeling forsaken
In all of this...I tell you now
You will never a wife or children
Who will ever have loved you more
In sickness,bad times and hard
We were there....to mend your hart
Kids will grow to love you and not see you
I will grow not to love you...but
You will never grow to be the best you can
For the life you had was not your plan
We will survive...be happy soon
We have love and each other
What you had you lost
All because we were not enough
We love you still
but that will fade.. in time
I will have the kids to love ..all mine
you will have yourself to love
As you will soon find
That she was not all that fine....
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Hey Natasja!!............ this is a VERY powerful read.........a VERY well delivered sadness.......... as though a burden was unburdening itself right before my eyes..........SO MUCH hurt & pain in these well delivered phrases and stanza's........... you took time to write this carefully............ If this was written from a real experience it's brave and stunningly well conceived......... if it's a fiction......... it's even better........ the final six lines in your closing stanza are not only poetical well done,.......... but they read almost prophetically............. as though you were saying & feeling badly about the fact that he is losing wish entire family over a woman who is so undeserving that it's like stabbing himself in the heart........... wow!!!........... impressive work sweet poetess!! ...............ALL STARS............T xo