alone in this prison.

I'm not sure what is worse
Thinking about dying
Or thinking about leaving
love behind , within
dying
I've been so lost of late
Debilitated
Isolated within my own fear
Knowing nothing
about the body i live within
Hoping it is not a battle
i am to loose,
No choice do i have
Being unwell, well
Just a sick turtle
In a non removable shell
I'm alone in this prison
My body is my hell.