Always You

He was so ordinary.
Not movie star  looks.
Not my type at all really.

But he waited outside
My small flat in the
torrential rain
day after day.
Until I gave  in.
He wore me down..

I have no idea why
I married him.
Perhaps because he
Cried when bambis 
mother died.
Or because 
he was so gentle
And would never try
To Control me.

He made me laugh
Always knowing how 
To turn around
 my many moods
So often sad and broken.
How did he 
always make me
Feel so beautiful. 

I have lost him now
And my world 
is not such a happy place.

I have acted out the
Choreographed movements
Of love with others.
But.

When the evening shadows
Turned to darkness
It was you
Always you honey.
Only you
Knew how
To Fix me,