AM I STILL THE ONE YOU SAID YOU LOVED AND CARE

I cried for days hoping that this was all nothing but a nightmare,
that it was the booze you consumed not you who kissed that guy that day
I stayed all night thinking about what was to happen if he took you away from me.
far away in a place where i can't see your struggle and your pain
far away where only you,him and only my mind can go
for you i have question only your heart can answer
Reasons only our love could see
question only a broken man could ask
what does he have that i don't?
what is it that i am not doing?
why him?
I mean i am giving you all of me everyday.
i am showing you my love in anyway i could only to get a cold shoulder in return
Am i still the one you loved and care for or has that change?

Not long you were in my arms promising me heaven and earth
Saying you loved me and only death can separate us
that one of the ribs in you came out of me
that you have half of my heart attached to you
not long i was a pillar of your strength, what have changed?
who changed you?
there were times where we would seat in silence and let our hearts do the talking
Times when love was the only thing that matters, what happened to that?.
Did he change you? (the guy you kissed)
Did they change? (your friends)
how do you expect me to let you leave when i know you have  my heart
How do you expect me to reach"OUR" destination if i am the only one reaching
Was i really the man for you or just you way of getting to him
Was i really the man you prayed for,the man God created for you
or just one of the taxi you believe men are?.
you said death, not man would pull us apart.
am I dead to you?
This is me baby, the man who loved you when no one would
the man who was always there when all your friends took of
the man your mother told you was the one(may her soul RIP)
the man you were only beautiful to before they all see it
I may not have you but please remember in everything that you do know that Someone,Somewhere loves you deeply and that hes love for you is real