Remember first love

We had something special
that only eyes could see,
minds could think of
and hearts could fill
we fell in love at a very very young age
we were clueless but in love
I knew I loved as much as you know you did,
we got married. Not by rings but by hearts
vowed that no-one and nothing will ever pull us apart and no substance could poison our love,
God was our only witness
I drugged deeper into my chest and pull my heart out and gave it to you,
We thought we were wise,
that no one will ever take our love away from us
We thought that love revolved around us,
That it was designed for us,
not knowing that there are times where one needs their own space and time
But you had my heart! And you broke it
I felt all the disappointments and lies
all the pain and anger
I wanted to play around and hurt you
But knew I would be the one hurting and comforting
I guess it was already too late
all I had to do was cry and help my heart to stay pumping,form it and give it to someone more loving
but time was never on my side,all I had was a thing that was once a heart
that once loved and was now broken
I don’t know if should thank or curse you,love or leave you
I had to but I couldn’t,
i wanted to but I loved you so much
i needed to but there was no way I could live without you,
Until that day
the day I became strong.
Strong enough to wipe out my tears,flash out the pain
and found a gut to look straight into your eyes and feel nothing.
that was the day I stopped loving
the day I found peace with my broken heart
and that was the day I knew that every person deserves a piece in ever person’s heart
that was the day worth living.