Do I love him? I guess the simple answer would be yes. However this love is a one way path for as long as I can see. Our friendship; flirty condescending, and derogatory. As I long for a touch he longs for Ann-Marie. A women three years his senior. He loves her however she sees daybreak as a new way to celebrate their friendship. He has faith. Is it horrible to wish a fate so deadly upon the ones you love. For his fate is to be with me. I grieve at night, and by day I help him through his journey of romance. Hoping that one day, that one way path, will meet.