another suicide note

alone in my madness on these serene summer night

as music filters back
and black to a candle light

to pause....a play on words
a kiss in silent gives

to comfort felt 

like dreams ......

when my skin no longer blue to scratch
a touch of you
my love

and you thought
of  time  saying goodbye

and only then you knew
what it felt like as love to loving me....

as blue as your eyes on me 
upon a tear drop falls

knowing death seems like sad 
dont be mad at me 

for it was time 
 remembering how my heart were yours
to keep
as my soul knew of loving you
in every way