Anxiety

All I really feel like is that I'm worthless
But what have I really done to deserve this 
I look in the mirror inside I feel like I'm in a furnace 
But they can only see what's on the surface.

I'm getting hot 
My temperature is rising 
All I hear is alarm bells
I fear from all the sirens 
I clench my fists 
My bones feel like they're depriving 
From something special
Who knows what may be hiding.

The pain is getting heavier
I can't control this fear
Not knowing what's coming
Not knowing what is near
How can I face this 
When I'm all up on my own
How can I do this 
When they've taken all that I know.