Anxiety

Normal,normal,normal
not anymore ,
Thoughts beinging to rack upĀ
not much of whats in store
A fire in my chest ,
burning through my veins,Ā
nails on a chalkboard ,
soggy boots in the rainĀ
It feels like a curseĀ
Im not in my bodyĀ
things I said a year agoĀ
Im sorry, Im sorryĀ
What do my friends sayĀ
about me when I leaveĀ
or what do people think of meĀ
this is what I grieveĀ
The feeling takes overĀ
every inch and every nook,Ā
and it starts to kill all hopeĀ
and happy feelings that it took
Panic rises,Ā
my feelings sinkĀ
and I dont really knowĀ
what to thinkĀ
I have no clueĀ
whats real or notĀ
Its a game of tagĀ
and Ive been caught
I start to come backĀ
to reality and lifeĀ
but I can still feel the painĀ
stabbing me like a knifeĀ
Its gone for nowĀ
I have been freed from its death gripĀ
but it will be backĀ
and my mind will slip.
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