Anxiously In Love

I sit here, a beautiful mess.
You seem happy not speaking.
Heart racing, getting anxious.
Going out of my mind.
 
I glance, back and forth across the room.
Hoping you’ll notice me here.
Can’t concentrate, pressure building within.
You walk past….
 
You stare back.
Searching for me too.
I hope, reassure myself.
My chest relaxes, calms.
 
My heart slows down.
Everything seems sound.
The feeling slides.
Just for a while