I Wonder

I often wonder how you are with him,
Is it the way you always said,
So lonely, dire, dull and grim,
A choice not with your heart...but your head.

All you wanted was to be mine,
I made you wait for so long,
Hold on just an extra while,
I can't take it now you're gone.

Now I wonder how you could,
You just went back to that life,
Like you felt you should,
You just wanted to be a wife.

Now all the love seems to be gone,
You're so cold, icy and withdrawn,
I hope you're happy wherever you are,
I am reminded of you, when I look at the stars.