as happy as i am

for you have been left alone
and i hope life can do you better
away from all the bitterness and trials

as you sit rocking back and forth
in memories so unwanted
for the soul must pay for your wrongs

yet i wish to be there to comfort you 
to hold you like i supposed to
in this living life

for look what the world has become to every one 
at nights i realized how missing you
became a part of my time in pain ...hurt ...misunderstandings
of all our love that was once a perfection
to our believes 
to our love 
to our God

and i thought of nothing more but to have you near me as always 
protecting our love from the envy eyes or illnesses of curses...