Ascend

I sit here and go over what our life was together. I remember things so differently than you do. I remember the love that was there. The passion. I remember the slow decent. You are so good at it. I remember you telling me I was your world. The only woman you ever truly loved. I felt worshipped. We were amazing for so long. Or that's what I thought. I look back on 'us' from a different perspective now. I see it all for what it was. A slow decent into my madness. The conversations we had, I remember vividly. You told me I was mistaken. That's not what was said. I remember my face being crushed. But, it didnt happen the way I remember it. According to you. I remember staying after that. All the apologies and love. You were so good at manipulating me. I questioned every conversation I have had. I questioned who I am. I questioned whether I'm good enough. You were my decent into darkness. I did find my sanity. I left. I regained my strength, my sense of worth. You have no power over me, you never will again. I have ascended from the darkness.