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Here is the story of a little man called Ty he walked into a blood filled life in just a few months he witnessed murder and suicide.
Eight friends later and he still is alive lost all hope in religion and the will to survive.
Started hanging with bad crowds and he almost died with many attempts and tools like knifes he was just a small town shy guy.
So many friends in school so some thought he was cool and some treated him like a fool. 
At the age of 16 he tried to change his life with a new style a new faith and darker light.
By 17 he never felt more alone realized he didn't have a true home or a place he belonged.
By 18 stuck with probation in trouble with the law still helping others with their sorrow while he's still about to fall.
He can barely sleep truth is he's week and his brother's over seas he has nowhere to be.
Used to always be with friends never had a nice end to his relationships and only music and poetry would ever keep him breathing.
Now he is 19 his brother is still over sees and he still feels like he has no true home.
The word love is a mystery because hes never felt the truth or intensity for very long.
Stopped drowning in his tears embracing his fears and watching the light shine on.
His name is Ty hes gaining his life his will to survive and the knowledge that things will get better in a later time.