Baby brother!

I feel it starting
The shivers are here, 
​​​​​​I start to shake
I'm feeling queer! 
The smell of pins there following me
As I ache my self awake! 
Cold turkey again
I can't face it! 
I need something
Got to get it somewhere, 
But it all costs money
And it's burning in the air! 
I'm feeling low
My minds not here, 
Just a minute to my man's house
And away goes my fears! 
There's a documentary on the tv
About injecting crap
That should be in me! 
So I steal off my friends 
Even off my mum
Then feel bad for what I've done! 
But the smell of it is following me
It makes me weak
I don't know how to get free! 
I say I'm sorry
That il never do it again, 
But I know in hours 
There's gonna be pain! 
The aches will start
I'll go hot then cold, 
My gut will be heavy and churning, 
I really wish I could stop
So maybe, just maybe I'm learning! 
I can't stop them the shivers are here, 
I'm feeling g faint
I'm feeling queer! 
Here it is now, 
The shits and the pain
It's starting all over again! 
Cold turkey time
This time I'll face it!