Back Pain

My back hurts, in fact it stings, 
from all the times it has been stabbed.

You have stabbed my heart,
You have stabbed my pride, 
You have stabbed my loyalty, right in the side

You where my friend for years, I trusted you with a lot
& I thought, I thought, I thought that, that would mean a lot.

Turns out when I tried to keep you from getting burned, 
you where in the fire all along.

Cant count the times I've been a third wheel, 
cause you where trying to hold a steady feel on
the steering wheel of my life.

Well I've left you now,you may not return. 
I'm in my own world now, our kinship will not recur.

For My Destiny, is not with you, unless my God will it.
You are toxic, I do not need your poison polluting my life, 
I'm inside my walls that are stronger now that you are the one
I am without.

For old friend, I do wish you the best, 
but here i do hold one last request; Do not
once more make me a storage unit for your gossip
& your lies, I cannot hold all of your burdens at one time.

They will catch up to you & you'll receive your fate,  
For my honesty & loyalty, i'll carry at a much lighter weight.

I will carry on & I hope you do too,
But my dear old friend, Good riddance to you