"Beautifully Disguised Lie"

Poetry is words that capture a feeling,
for me its always the love, 
 dreaming of a beautiful woman.
Only to wake, and to realize,
what you thought was real, 
was a beautifully disquised lie!
Then looking at you, like what did you do,
And looking at me, thinking what to do.
Not being able to describe,
that feeling in words. And feeling a pain,
of being so discouraged, 
and not a soul asks me why
all they do is assume.
Another beautifully disguised lie, 
from loved ones for days and for nights,
I will never love again, I wont ever even try!!