The Beauty Of Addiction

These red spheres I take
It makes me feel good
Finally I wake
I love it

From good to nothing
I feel no pain
Super strong, I need no cane
I still like it

I'm not here anymore
I'm in some other place
Through the door
Its ok

And in the door I don't like
The things in there
They give me fright
I might stop

In this door there are many demons
Watching me
I start fiending
I want to stop

I run for miles to get these spheres
I have no pain
My death is near
I can't stop

The shadows are out to kill
Knives in their hands
I think they're real
Why can't I stop

The shadows are converging
I grab my knife
But death is emerging
Why did I ever satrt

I don't exist anymore
My mind has stopped
But my heart beats just once more
I should've stopped