Before i die

if i had something to say to you

it would be the words "i am sorry"

i have been lost in Sin for to long

now i sit in my loneliness

i ask

how much longer ....can this be

i weep....i cry ....of memories

all i feel is pain...within 

it hits ...out....in sorrow like a brewing storm

striking me ....unsteady...to my knees

looking up i plead

leaving me....gasping...

no air...cant breathe

wetness felt upon my face

punishing me of all my wrongs

if i had something to say...to you....

from my soul....i would say i LoVe You

and i always love you...always.

Before i die....i reflect asking Why?