Being stuck in hospital, helpless to my world

22/01/2022
Being stuck in hospital.
Helpless to my world 

As my world continues without me,
I’m left with foreboding thoughts.
Worlds could collide and crash around the and still I wouldn’t notice,
When everyone else hits mission,
Abort!
I’m still there,
In the mind of the warped.
Thinking things I’ve held back for years,
With no ears here for me,
To them,
I can’t Export. 
My life is on a single thread,
Even that now,
 is becoming fraught.
I’ve got the will power of a thousand entities.
So why only now,
Am I learning,
From lessons taught.
I’ve got thoughts swirling round in my head,
Each one,
A different source.
It’s left up to me,
To pick them apart and deal with the hardest one first,
To go through and sort