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I have a reoccuring dream..
from when I was seven,
I am in a beautiful garden
a garden made in Heaven
it has four brick walls,
and no doors, it's my home
curiosity beckons me to 
climb, and look beyond
a sunny comfort  zone..
and I climb, to the top
and all I can see
is an ocean on every side
and the water laps right
to the top of my garden.
and it's so very scary..
so I climb back down
and hide..in familiarity
but that is not the answer..
as I will never grow
I will remain in this state..
so I climb back up the wall
and face reality ..
Swim in the shite
Swim in it with all your might