Better Late Than Never

Blame my autism, I put the numb in “numb3rs”! I know statistically how to avoid the pain!

Blame it on my bipolar, I let my anger scream danger before anyone can feel safe!

Blame my childhood, I refuse to give anyone trust, I will never willingly accept risk!

Blame my self-defense mechanisms, I will  never allow myself to be hurt again! 

Blame my name, it’s what I hear you scream, it’s never your fault, or so you claim!

Blame, blame, blame… I used to blame everyone else too, until I accepted who I was! 

UNTIL I ACCEPTED WHO I WAS!!!

Then I quit playing f*cking games! It was then I noticed necessary change.