Black cloud.

When you love someone so much but don't want to be near them
When you miss someone so much but don't want to be with them
When your whole world is crumbling but you just don't care
When the ones you love are hurting but you just see you
When you cant see an end so you don't bother looking
When you feel so low but don't bother climbing

If you love them enough you just need to try
If you miss them enough then just stop by
For the crumbling world buy some new glue
And the hurting stops when you stop seeing you
The end is in sight you just need new lights
And that rut you are in you can climb to new heights

The old has ended its at last run its course
The new has begun you are stood at its source
Try to take care with this new brittle start
It isn't easy to define but you'll know in your heart.