"BLACK ROSE"

"No one knows my
struggles,
they only see my's 
trouble maker
deed's

Knowing it's hard to
carry on,
to earn hard cash 
flow"
back breaking work
bent to the 
floor"

Black Rose I find 
burnt you
Cindered in misbelief,
a feeling of
loss,
the pain has me 
tamed'

But, when someone 
try's to hinder my 
seed,
That shit,
"It drives my mutha'FuQn',
mind insane"

Then Picture me inside
black
tormented full of
misery
fermenting in vengeful malt brew
sweet as cherry dark like  
wine'

Sweet in poverty,
bitter in
sweat, tears ,waistful
years,
only to take a whiff
of rich meals'

You see red 
roses
I see black
one's

Inmates in the 
mainline see
the same as 
I do'

Like tattos shaded
black
Mom~ma' always said,
"Painting on the 
walls
only colors your world
black'

"Any man witnessed
struggles in 
poverty?
Or what makes 
a man a nut
case?

To see your kid's
with stomach's
bloated
swollen, eating what's
under a tray?

Praying for better
day's
Maybe a promise
forsaken'

Children holding 
hand's
Praying for a day 
of rain'
poorly fed
saying,
"Better you than me!"

The one's left for 
dead
now God calls to 
them'

To be fed in the 
spirit of eternal
life
no more grains 
and rice'

This Black Rose
I eagerly give to
those
with nconcept
of being born in
hunger'

Children of a cursed 
world
sit back now in your
throne
filled with riches
soul filled spiritually
glorifying in high
pitches'

An ebony swirl
twirls with lost
smile's and tears,
full of frowns
blank stare's

Welcoming those
unrecognized~forgotten,
Big hearts will can never be broken..
Big hearts that can't
be moved ..not even forsaken, in a devil taken world 

in a simple curl'
we can stay or
go see'
Can't go without
Leaving the 
currency

only then to manifest
a tranquil
orb'

As a globe spins
a haven swirls
inside me'

A shallow globe
swirls
round and round
unreal,
"A Black Rose"
appears'
in it's
ebony swirl 
only to admit it's
inner white seal
of peace"