Black & White

Fade to black & white it out,

whisper softly, please don’t shout…

Bound yet with no strings attached,

I think I finally met my match…

Find a weak spot hurt your pride,

all the lonely nights I cried…

Tangled up in webbed deceit,

I’m tripping over my own two feet…

You get me mad & test my luck,

told me I was “just a fuck”…

You hit me once, I hit you back,

you hurled me up against a rack…

Silence makes the fury die,

all the lonely nights I cry…

Streaming down my face, a tear,

trapped inside my heart is fear…

I bottled up my hate with pride,

dreamed a box & crawled inside…

Friend & foe but yet still lovers,

all’s forgotten, under the covers…

Satisfaction, tease to please,

tempt & lure, approach with ease…

Wicked lust & hot desire,

touch me gently, I’m on fire…

My body responds but not my heart,

as cold as ice, a world apart…

Pleasure, pain & ecstasy,

what is it that you want from me?

Please let me go I’m not your toy,

you’re just like every other boy…

I will surely play along,

while singing softly, my own song…

You cannot make me love you back,

I’ll white it out & fade to black….